With Wang Jian going into the army as of Friday.. I dunno.. I feel as if I am suddenly alone in this world, without my friends anymore. WangJian was the only one in class I would called as a better friend when I compare him to other people, personailities in the class.
Towards the end of the year, one may notice that many classes are organizing chalets, BBQs as such. It is indeed sad to say that 4-2, doesn't have an inch of class spirit and that most of us seems to be building up more hatred than friendship throughout the 2 years we have been together.
The class was only united under the name. In spirit it was and is in scrambles. Like shattered pieces of glass that will forever be impossible to fix together anymore. I, perhaps, have finally achieved what I wanted.. To be alone..
My father once told me that the strongest of friendship was forged in the secondary school years. I do not know if I should believe in this thought anymore.In this world of monetary rewards, people ask, how much is friendship and loyalty worth... and sometimes, we really ought to question ourselves, is there such thing as a true friendship in this world anymore??
Some websites define friendship in this terms, and I feel that this should be the way it is... Friendship is the comfort, the inexpressible comfort of feeling safe with a person having neither to weigh thoughts nor measure words, but pouring all right out just as they are, chaff and grain together, certain that a faithful friendly hand will take and sift them, keep what is worth keeping and, with a breath of comfort, blow the rest away.
recorded on 12/10/2005 10:14:00 PM
2005/12/02
On Grad. Nite... We all saw one another for the last time under the name of Catholic High School.. People were discussing about what jobs they would be getting and what JCs they would be going to... At the start of this year, we all hoped for this day to come where we will leave what we think, a embarrassing chapter of our lives for greener pastures...
It was only until then, do I realize that it was time for all of us to face the greatest enemy of all of us... Reality has come into our lives. Gone will be the days where we laid, protected by the school, the most severe a mistake could probably only render a scolding... It was time for the little fishes to be released into the huge ocean... where the weak fall and the strong survive...
It will be a everlasting battle for self-perservance out there... We were then sit down one day at a cafe... and try to remember, the bliss that we all enjoyed, back when we were young.
We are no longer boys... But men, who have to go out, and face society right in the eye, and try to survive in it...
recorded on 12/02/2005 07:46:00 PM
warrior
Wan Zhong Hao aka ashhao
Current affilated to: IJC 0641B (Council)
Was: ATS '01/CHS '05
abilites
literature & drama
geo.
blades
knowledge
peace
love
armor
blue & black
cry
If there was any ability,
that could bring you back to me
I would gladly give up all my powers
for that one moment with you again.
values
Honor
Honesty
Intergrity
Chivarly
unlimited blade works
one of the most powerful form of magic,
caster creates a world entirely out of his imagination,
and has endless power over this realm he creates. also
labelled as sword's graveyard, for the amazing amount of blades
stored here.
